I Leave To Mend

The world that is I leave behind

I wish to seek my peace of mind

I agonized to stay or go

How I struggled you don’t know

The wounds upon me left a mark

Alone and grasping in the dark

I’ve been cut deeply to the bone

My time has come to be alone

Within me nothing I can feel

This hollowness is all too real

My time has come to say goodbye

A mist is forming in my eye

I know now I have reached the end

This broken will I leave to mend

© The Beginning At Last

The above poem was originally meant to be my last post on this platform.

This image made me think of it, so I decided to complete it. There was an additional note with the original draft, which I have chosen not to publish at this time.

I hope you like it, and thank you for reading.


Comments

34 responses to “I Leave To Mend”

  1. Stephanie Avatar
    Stephanie

    Whatever kept you, I’m glad!

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    1. Thank you, Stephanie. That truly means a lot to me 🙏

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      1. Stephanie Avatar
        Stephanie

        Your creativity, and that you stir that in others, is such a beautiful contribution here.

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      2. You humble me with your praise. I truly don’t do anything that special, but I appreciate the compliment all the same. 😊

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  2. I’m so very glad you didn’t decide to leave. I would have missed you. 🙏🏼

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    1. Thank you very much, Phoebe. I deeply appreciate that. It’s very humbling to hear. 🙏🙏

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  3. glad you shared this, Kevin…speaks to change so well and relatable on many levels.
    glad you still around too 🤍🙏🤗

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    1. Thank you, Destiny. That truly means a great deal to me and is greatly appreciated 🙏🙏

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      1. most welcome 🤍🙏🌷

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      2. 🙏😊🙏

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  4. I hope you’re staying on here as well ❤️

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    1. Thank you, AM. It truly means a great deal to me to read that. It’s truly appreciated. I had contemplated for a spell, but chose otherwise 🙏

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      1. That makes me very happy! I’d miss your gorilla posts way too much if you weren’t here ❤️

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      2. And I would miss all of you as well. A lot of very fine people here, present company included 😊

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  5. I think I speak not only for myself, but on behalf of the community, that you would’ve left a big hole, if you’d left WP. I’m so glad you didn’t leave for good.

    Because I deeply appreciate your unlimited support, kindness, curiosity, wisdom, moving poetry, wildly imaginative picture creations, and humorous posts.

    Thank you Kevin from the bottom of my heart ❤️

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    1. Thank you, Chris. This means a great deal to me and I am depply humbled. I had contemplated it for a spell, and this poem was to have been part of a brief farewell and thank you to everyone for their friendship and support. I posted it now as a testament to the gamut if human emotions we are often subject to. 🙏

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  6. Very glad you didn’t leave, either. The world needs your poems and stories – your awesome images, too! And you need your creative outlet. 😊 🙏

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    1. Thank you very much Laura. It truly means a lot to me to hear that. I’m quite humbled by the reaction some of my stuff gets. 🙏

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  7. I’m glad we never had to read this post as it was originally intended, but that we are able to enjoy it and to discuss it with you.

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    1. Thank you, Amy
      Grateful for the kindness always 🙏

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      1. You’re welcome, Kevin. I’m grateful that you stayed. 😊

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      2. Thank you again. 🙏

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  8. Thankful that you decided to stay.

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    1. Thank you, Becky. Very grateful for the kindness. It truly means a lot 🙏

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  9. Thank God, Kevin ❤ you changed your mind …. You would have taken the sun outta the sky with you !!!

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    1. That is very high praise of which I’m not worthy, but I thank you for your kind words, Siri
      Means a lot thank you 🙏

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      1. That’s what actually makes you worthy … totally oblivious of your own star power (lol) … an endearing character quality to possess.

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      2. Thank you
        Oblivious describes me fairly well 😆😆

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  10. Dear Kevin,

    I can see that you were in quite a striving situation and troubling place. Let’s hope that such a dark circumstance will never return, and that life has been treating you well nowadays.

    Yours sincerely,
    SoundEagle

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    1. Thank you very kindly 🙏
      Very much appreciated
      Things are going better now yes 😊

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      1. Dear Kevin,

        I am delighted that life is on the upbeat for you.

        Be brave
        Be bold
        Be beautiful
        Be you

        Wishing you a very happy May!

        Yours sincerely,
        SoundEagle

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