First and foremost, I hope everyone is well and having a good day. I wish to thank you all for your kind words and well wishes. I needed a moment away, and you all were all very understanding, which means a great deal to me.
After a few days away and some time to workout, rest and reflect (possibly with way too much coffee and junk food), I have returned.
To be perfectly honest, I debated staying away longer, mostly because I felt a bit silly after saying a hard “goodbye”.
At the time, I really did not know how long I’d be away. I just knew that I needed to be away.
As I spoke about here, my frustrations with multiple things had been building. I thought I had made my peace with them, but in reality they were still bugging me. Life was indeed, a carousel of insanity, and I needed to get off the ride for a sec.
And no, it has not magically gotten less insane in a mere matter of days. If it were that easy, I’d be the highest paid therapist in the world right now. If anything, it got slightly more confusing for a second mostly because I was kind of a bonehead. A very special thanks to Laura for her patience and understanding while I took my left turn wherever the hell I was going. I owe you more than one. 🤗
But, it has gotten slightly manageable. While some all of my frustrations are totally valid, I also realize that some of them, at the end of the day, probably don’t matter that much in the grand scheme of things. I think it was more the sheer volume that got to me.
Death by 1,000 cuts and all that.
Anyhow, all of this is my long-winded way of saying I’m here, and thank you again for your kindness.
I’m still fumbling my way through a few things, but it’s far from the first time I fell flat on my face, and it surely won’t be the last. If anything, I’ve perfected it to a bit of an art form. 😉
GHQ, over and out. 🦍
The Beginning At Last 
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