Hard To Say, Really

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Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

This one is tough to answer, since at this time last year, I was freshly unemployed and trying to figure out just what the hell I was going to do.

I don’t think I had a picture of what I was going to be doing a year from that point. I was more concerned with what I was going to do “right now”, as it were.

They say losing a job is one of the most traumatic things a person can go through in their life, and I can see why that’s a fair statement.

While there was a fair share of relief, there was also the spectre of bills, gas, putting food on the table, etc. Not to mention it was almost Christmas.

Okay…Just how the hell am I gonna pay for this?

I think the only thing I really knew at that point in time was that I was going to try going back to school for some courses, which I did in January of this year.

Beyond that, it was basically “find a job”. Anything beyond that was honestly, not a concern at the time. I was only concerned with surviving and getting back in the game.

I suppose if you look at it from that perspective, then yes, I am where I thought I’d be. But, let’s be real – I was just figuring it out as I went along and hoping I didn’t fall on my ass too many times. 😄

Have a great day, folks. 😊


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33 responses to “Hard To Say, Really”

  1. Have a great day, Kevin!

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    1. Thank you, Daisy! I hope you’ve been well! 🙏

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  2. Stephanie Avatar
    Stephanie

    Hard, but a few silver linings. Seems you handled it as best one could!

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    1. Trying, at least. Everything feels like a bit of a battle lately.

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      1. Stephanie Avatar
        Stephanie

        Sometimes even trying to try is a lot! Hope it gets easier soon. Hugs.

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      2. Indeed. Even the attempts can be tiring sometimes 😄
        Thank you, Stephanie. 😊

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  3. From my view at the dawghouse you rocked this year brother!!! Still are.

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    1. Thank you, my brother. I deeply appreciate that. Especially as of late, as I am not feeling 100% these days.

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  4. Not what anyone needs just before Christmas Kevin.
    But you are still here and you got through it 💪💪💪

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    1. Yes, the timing was a bit “off” to say the least 😄
      Thank you, Maggie 🙏

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      1. Wishing you the best for 2025 Kevin 🙏🙏

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      2. Thank you, Maggie, and to you as well! 🙏🙏

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      3. Thank you Kevin 🙏🙏

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  5. If I tell you about me , i never thought anything about it a year ago , I mean I would have if I got to know that this prompt will come , i just thought of being stronger and by some points I did became a little stronger. But I did remember that I wrote a letter to me , I will write it again and read the last one one 1st Jan 😉.

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    1. That sounds like a nice way to take stock and measure one’s progress! 👏👏

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      1. I highly recommend it 😉 it’s really good way

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  6. It must have been pretty daunting, Kevin. I remember when my son was out of work for a while, newly married with a baby, and it was a real struggle for him. I’m glad you took charge of your life and went back to school. It’s always better to take a chance and do something than to sit around, stagnate and worry about your everyday existence. Good for you, man! 😎

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    1. Thanks very much, Nancy. Yes, it was definitely a bit of a roller coaster mentally. It was truly one day at a time, because thinking too far ahead would have been a nightmare.
      I can’t imagine how stressed I’d have been with a newborn.

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      1. Having the extra responsibility of a baby was daunting. It doesn’t do much for one’s self-esteem! He took a chance on a new job offer and it was a great decision. Now, 15 years later, he’s doing well. All any of us can do is try our best. Wishing you great success in the new year, Kevin!

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      2. Good for him. I am glad everything turned out well 😊
        Yes, you’re quite right. Take it one day at a time and give it the best shot. If we do that, I guess we’ve already won in a way.

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  7. I get it, Kevin. We have some ideas but mostly just go for the ride. Love to you.

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    1. That’s really all we can do a lot of the time, yes. Thank you, Mary. 🤗

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  8. I can certainly relate. I had been working at a non-profit for seven years when I got kicked to the curb ten days before my birthday. I had envisioned working there the rest of my career. I was 44 years old, and as you know, the older you get, the harder it is to land a job. I wasn’t just devastated. I was in a panic. Fortunately, it turned out to be the best thing that could have happened to me. But mich of it had to do with my ability to adapt and learn new things. It largely shaped who I am today.

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    1. It’s definitely a bit challenging to find a job as you get older, but luckily, in the roles I was looking for it’s slightly less relevant. It’s one field where age and experience can be an edge, actually.
      The panic is real, for sure. Wondering how you’re going to survive is definitely one that makes you take pause!

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  9. Losing a job can hurt more than just your finances. It can also hurt your sense of self-worth and identity. Working gives a lot of people a sense of purpose and belonging. Losing that can make you feel alone, lower your self-esteem, and make you lose your confidence.

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    1. Very true, my friend. It really does make you feel like less of a person in many ways. The mental toll can be as high as the financial one.

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  10. Christine Avatar
    Christine

    Walk by faith, not by sight.

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  11. Turning uncertainty into opportunity by going back to school shows incredible courage, Kevin. Life throws us curveballs, but you’ve shown that adaptability and grit make all the difference. Wishing you a brilliant new year ahead—and a wonderful Christmas holiday before that! ❄️🎄✨

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    1. Thank you, Caroline, and my best wishes to you for a great holiday season as well! 🙏🙏

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  12. I actually think this was a great prompt for you, wish it had been a tad more positive 😉

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    1. There was certainly plenty of good. 😘
      I was just looking back on what my mindset was then and kind of got lost in it. I’ve been feeling a bit reflective lately. I find myself feeling a bit self-absorbed and reviewing past things and wonder if I have really learned or grown much. Or at all, really.
      I haven’t decided yet tbh lol

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