12.30.24: This post is an interesting one for me to look back on for multiple reasons.
First, I remember that back pain, and it was downright brutal. I did end up going to a chiropractor shortly after this post because my neck and back had made some days unbearable. Thankfully, that is now somewhat under control.
There is not much else I would change about this post other than to acknowledge the impact that not only Laura, but also the WP community as a whole, have had on me.
To say that you have enriched my life would be a massive understatement. You all have my sincerest thanks. You made what could have been an unbearable year a lot easier to cope with. Thank you so much for your care, support and friendship. 🙏
As I type this I wish I had a positive relationship with a chiropractor, because my back is freaking killing me. No clue what I did, but even getting out of a chair takes Olympian-level effort right now.
Anyhow, pain is good for the soul or something like that.
I’d say first and foremost my relationship with my family has had a very positive impact on me. I’ve been very fortunate that for the majority of my life, with the exception of my father, my family has always had a strong bond and we’ve all been very supportive of each other. Sure, we have our moments like every other family does, but when the chips are down we are all there for each other.
Their support for me as of late has been exceptionally beneficial in keeping me on point and away from the pits of despair. Without them, this journey would be much harder.
My friends have also been a very positive influence on me. They listen without judgement, slap me in the head when I need it and remind me that my time on this rock has been totally worth it. They’ve believed in me even when I didn’t always believe in myself.
I think the other relationship that’s had a recent positive impact on me is the one I have with myself. For the first time in a long time, hell…maybe ever, I am truly starting to understand and appreciate my worth. I’m no saint by any means, but I am now starting to learn that despite my flaws I have a lot to be proud of and a lot more positive contributions left to make in this life.
I’ll close this out by acknowledging the detractors and energy vampires who have crossed my path over the years, because even they have had a positive impact on me. They’ve made me 100% positive I don’t want to be like them and they’ve strengthened my resolve to make my life, and the lives of those I come in contact with, a little bit better every day.
The Beginning At Last 
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