Greetings all,
As I am sure most of you are painfully aware by now, I have been largely absent for the better part of two months because I have had “stuff” going on.
Well, I am sure this won’t be a huge shock to anyone, but I still do have “stuff” going on.
By this point in time I had thought the rubble might have cleared some, but in typical life fashion, all the “stuff” decided to converge at the same time.
Some of it is health related. I don’t believe any of it to be anything major, but it’s nagging shit that has to be attended to after a long spell of neglect. Mostly because I am finally tired of “just dealing with it.”
As I alluded to in a recent post, I came to a conclusion recently and made some decisions about some other things in my life. I’m keeping mum on that just a bit longer, but let’s just say that those decisions and all my healthcare stuff decided to collide simultaneously.
I think I’m somewhere underneath that train at the moment.
I’ve also been embracing the “you don’t need to talk about all your shit all at once” mentality.
Not every single goal, decision, aspiration, etc. needs to be announced with a ticker tape parade.
Wait until it’s done and then talk about it.
Plus, being an IGOM is kind of fun at times.
Not saying it’s not fun to let folks in on some of that stuff, but sometimes it’s best to lay low until you reach the destination.
I should know more in the next week or two and then I will feel comfortable discussing it more in depth.
Frankly, all this activity has also left me feeling slightly overwhelmed and second-guessing some things, and at the end of it all, it’s on me to figure it the F out and call my shot.
To say I have felt very unbalanced the last few days would be an understatement. There’s been a lot of swirling emotions and internal debates going on.
I’ll figure it out, and when I know, I’ll know.
Just might take a second to get there.
From a creative standpoint, the well has remained mostly dry.
For some, during times of stress, it is a good outlet. For me, it just becomes more static. It’s a good outlet up to a point, but once my mind hits peak overload, it gets tossed over the side for a spell.
To those of you who can continue to create during the rough times, I commend you, for it is not easy to do.
Anyhow, enough of my bitching and moaning. I feel like that’s all I do these days as it is.
It is my hope that soon I can get the answers I am seeking and get back to whatever passes for normal within Gorilla HQ.
Stay well and be blessed, my friends.
And as always…
Stay Frosty.
KHR, May 2025
The Beginning At Last 
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