As another week draws to a close, I sit here tired, sore and contemplating life over coffee number two; soon to be coffee number three, for those keeping score.
My moods have been up and down for a couple weeks now, as most of you are painfully aware. Quite truthfully, they still are. And that is not necessarily a bad thing. It’s just a thing.
I’ve spent a lot of time thinking these past couple weeks. Where I’ve been, where I am going, and what does and doesn’t resonate with me at this point in time.
Truthfully, I am not much closer to the answer now than I was a couple weeks ago.
But, that’s fine. When I know, I’ll know.
One thing I do know is that something within me has definitely changed. Whether that is better or worse, I cannot say right now. I don’t think I can honestly say when I still feel like a soul in transition.
And “soul in transition” is not meant as a complaint. It’s not good or bad. It’s just what it is. Nothing more, nothing less.
What route I end up taking, or what the ultimate destination is, I have no idea, nor am I overly concerned. Wherever I end up is where I am supposed to be.
A lot of folks will probably read this and scratch their heads trying to decipher what the hell I’m talking about. If I knew myself, I’d happily tell you, but those answers are still being revealed to me too,
Right now, I’m just rolling with it and I guess when I get there I’ll know.
The Beginning At Last 
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